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Saturday, April 14, 2007

Nothing much to comment on today... Went for shooting team training as usual in the morning. Did lots of exercises, I was completely tired out. Didn't even have energy to play soccer. Strange, its been so long and I'm still coughing and I often get breathless easily, wonder whats happening. Anyway, we discussed alot about our posts. And after the training, we went to MacDonald's for lunch and discussed about our upcoming ATC. Sadly there is no NPCC training next week due to the advance papers. Weird eh, I've dreaded NPCC trainings all the while, but there seem to be a change in this mindset now. Probably the excitement of being NCOs now. Like what our CI had said, many NCOs were merely pumped up initially and often lose interest later... I hope this certainly don't apply to anyone from the NCOs squad nor the Sec 1 squad. I really hope the sec 1s can persevere and understand the harsh NPCC discipline. Their current strength is only 24, as compared to the 27 from our squad when we were sec 1s. Now onli 21 remains, all thanks to a sissy and 5 power rangers.

So after i went back home, picked up my guitar and started listening to MCR's disenchanted. There was this few lines :

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.

Its probably this line that explains my feelings now. Taking the sec 1 squad being a great resposiblity as everyone knows, start out good when you are young. Their upbrining is extremely important and the responsibilities for the year heads are very heavy. The CIs are expecting Gold unit this year and this will be the first in Zhonghua's NP history. However... This line :

It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"

Is this what we are looking at now? Despite high expectations and optimism, you won't feel a thing? Things are not going to be easy thats all i can say for now i guess. Well just enjoy the song.

lyrics - My Chemical Romance Lyrics

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